When I am having a bad day I think of you. Your smile, your laugh and your ability to make me laugh even when I am mad.
You brighten up everyday, even though each day starts at 6.30am on the dot. Sometimes even earlier.
When I am at my lowest and feeling pretty lonely, you look over to me and your tiny face brings a tear to my eye. You sit next to me and will have a conversation with me, sometimes I don't understand the flow of the conversation but your tiny voice fills my heart with joy.
Even when I moan about how tough our day has been, I cherish every moment we spend together. As I know in the not so distant future you wont be spending everyday with me. I wont be the one you are running to when you fall. I wont be the one wiping away your tears when someone upsets you.
Every sleepless night means more hours with you. At the time I don't see it but I will look back and love that I was the one you wanted. Mummy was the name you called when you had a bad dream, or just wanted your duvet tucked back in.
I want you to know that you are my world. And I mean my entire world.
I don't want a tomorrow without you in it.
Yes you cause me stress. Yes you make me cry. But I'm glad that I have you in my life to cause that stress and to make me cry.
I see you playing and I think to myself, we made you. We are nurturing you and we are loving you each and everyday.
So baby boys, you are my world and you always will be.
You brighten up everyday, even though each day starts at 6.30am on the dot. Sometimes even earlier.
When I am at my lowest and feeling pretty lonely, you look over to me and your tiny face brings a tear to my eye. You sit next to me and will have a conversation with me, sometimes I don't understand the flow of the conversation but your tiny voice fills my heart with joy.
Even when I moan about how tough our day has been, I cherish every moment we spend together. As I know in the not so distant future you wont be spending everyday with me. I wont be the one you are running to when you fall. I wont be the one wiping away your tears when someone upsets you.
Every sleepless night means more hours with you. At the time I don't see it but I will look back and love that I was the one you wanted. Mummy was the name you called when you had a bad dream, or just wanted your duvet tucked back in.
I want you to know that you are my world. And I mean my entire world.
I don't want a tomorrow without you in it.
Yes you cause me stress. Yes you make me cry. But I'm glad that I have you in my life to cause that stress and to make me cry.
I see you playing and I think to myself, we made you. We are nurturing you and we are loving you each and everyday.
So baby boys, you are my world and you always will be.
Aww this is so cute. YOu have to step back sometimes from the early morning and tantrums and just look at them. I always just give me girl a sniff and think how lush she smells and that I love her so much xx #binkylinky
ReplyDeleteThank you - our own children's smells are amazing xx
DeleteAww this is so cute. It's nice to write down the good things, especially after a bad day of grumpy tantrums and messy bums. :-) xx #binkylinky
ReplyDeleteThank you - really made me fell better :-) xx
DeleteWow! very well said.... beautifully written! #PicknMix
ReplyDeleteThank you xx
DeleteThis perfectly describes how easily you can forget about the important things in life and how you just have to remember to sit back and appreciate the moment
ReplyDeleteLife can go by so quickly and its nice to sit back and look xx
DeleteSuch a beautifully written post :) xxx
ReplyDeleteThank you :-) xx
DeleteAw this made me well up! It's exactly how I feel about my boy. As others have said, beautifully written #PickNMix xx
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DeleteAw this is beautiful! So lovely x #bigfatlinky
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DeleteA lovely post. I bet you're an amazing mummy! Thanks for linking up to the #BinkyLinky
ReplyDeleteAw thank you lovely xx
DeleteBeautiful post, I feel like this too, I like to just take it all in sometimes and appreciate all the bad bits as well as the good bits :-) #binkylinky
ReplyDelete:-) thank you xx
DeleteWhat a beautiful heartfelt post with such honesty thanks for linking to the Binkylinky
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DeleteAw how lovely, brought a tear to my eye! :) xx #PicknMix
ReplyDeleteThank you xx
DeleteA lovely letter to your boys! It's good to remember that even though it's hard sometimes, it's still great to have them in our lives! :) x
ReplyDeleteI'm so so lucky :-) xx
DeleteWouldn't be without my little ones either! The two eldest were away at the weekend and I really missed them. Much rather have a noisy stressful house, than a quiet empathy one! #Mummy&Us
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel :-) xx
DeleteWhat a touching post, you brought tears to my eyes as I can so relate. We are so blessed to be mums #mummyandus Thanks for linking up xx
ReplyDeleteAgree. Even thought the hardest of times. Thanks for sharing this on #bigfatlinky
ReplyDeleteThis is such a lovely post, something to come back and read when you're having a tough day. It's definitely the little things in life
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Aw how lovely! It's the same with my two, it doesn't matter how bad a day I'm having, a cheeky smile or a cuddle form them and everything suddenly seems no where near as bad :)
ReplyDeleteThanks for linking up to #PicknMix
Stevie xx