Friday, 7 August 2015

You Are My World - To Both Of My Boys

When I am having a bad day I think of you. Your smile, your laugh and your ability to make me laugh even when I am mad.

You brighten up everyday, even though each day starts at 6.30am on the dot. Sometimes even earlier.

When I am at my lowest and feeling pretty lonely, you look over to me and your tiny face brings a tear to my eye. You sit next to me and will have a conversation with me, sometimes I don't understand the flow of the conversation but your tiny voice fills my heart with joy.

Even when I moan about how tough our day has been, I cherish every moment we spend together. As I know in the not so distant future you wont be spending everyday with me. I wont be the one you are running to when you fall. I wont be the one wiping away your tears when someone upsets you.

Every sleepless night means more hours with you. At the time I don't see it but I will look back and love that I was the one you wanted. Mummy was the name you called when you had a bad dream, or just wanted your duvet tucked back in.

I want you to know that you are my world. And I mean my entire world.

I don't want a tomorrow without you in it. 

Yes you cause me stress. Yes you make me cry. But I'm glad that I have you in my life to cause that stress and to make me cry.

I see you playing and I think to myself, we made you. We are nurturing you and we are loving you each and everyday.

So baby boys, you are my world and you always will be.

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30 comments:

  1. Aww this is so cute. YOu have to step back sometimes from the early morning and tantrums and just look at them. I always just give me girl a sniff and think how lush she smells and that I love her so much xx #binkylinky

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    1. Thank you - our own children's smells are amazing xx

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  2. Aww this is so cute. It's nice to write down the good things, especially after a bad day of grumpy tantrums and messy bums. :-) xx #binkylinky

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    1. Thank you - really made me fell better :-) xx

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  3. Wow! very well said.... beautifully written! #PicknMix

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  4. This perfectly describes how easily you can forget about the important things in life and how you just have to remember to sit back and appreciate the moment

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    1. Life can go by so quickly and its nice to sit back and look xx

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  5. Such a beautifully written post :) xxx

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  6. Aw this made me well up! It's exactly how I feel about my boy. As others have said, beautifully written #PickNMix xx

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  7. Aw this is beautiful! So lovely x #bigfatlinky

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  8. A lovely post. I bet you're an amazing mummy! Thanks for linking up to the #BinkyLinky

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  9. Beautiful post, I feel like this too, I like to just take it all in sometimes and appreciate all the bad bits as well as the good bits :-) #binkylinky

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  10. What a beautiful heartfelt post with such honesty thanks for linking to the Binkylinky

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  11. Aw how lovely, brought a tear to my eye! :) xx #PicknMix

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  12. A lovely letter to your boys! It's good to remember that even though it's hard sometimes, it's still great to have them in our lives! :) x

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  13. Wouldn't be without my little ones either! The two eldest were away at the weekend and I really missed them. Much rather have a noisy stressful house, than a quiet empathy one! #Mummy&Us

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  14. What a touching post, you brought tears to my eyes as I can so relate. We are so blessed to be mums #mummyandus Thanks for linking up xx

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  15. Agree. Even thought the hardest of times. Thanks for sharing this on #bigfatlinky

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  16. This is such a lovely post, something to come back and read when you're having a tough day. It's definitely the little things in life

    www.lifeinthenorth.com

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  17. Aw how lovely! It's the same with my two, it doesn't matter how bad a day I'm having, a cheeky smile or a cuddle form them and everything suddenly seems no where near as bad :)

    Thanks for linking up to #PicknMix
    Stevie xx

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